I'm back to bball~!

we had the tournament,

amzingly my mom let me go.

:)

I'm happy~

not until the freaking coach turned up

se wasn't even suppose to "rule over" us

the moment she came in to our game she called me out,

what is wrong with her?

I'm just having game,

just because I don't come for practice (which I told them I can hardly attend)

doesn't mean I don't get to play~!!

she lets' me play only on the last 30 seconds which is partly nothing..

the first game I played, 

at least was able to play for the first quarter,

at least~!!

I had fun playing anyway

good job guys~!

Good Bye and will we meet again?

sounds really sad
I mean I not saying that we won't go to haven
haih
2 days in a row 2 people died
even if I don't know well
I feel sad
imagine those ppl who are close to them
like,
"I'll see you one day~"
the terror of death

I don't understand why sone ppl can just say
" I want to die lah~"
" I rather die then doing this"
" go die lah~"
"I wish he/she died"
it's easy to say,
but what if it really happens~

ok, maybe I said it a few times here and there
but we don't mean it right?
so too not make this world sound so sad and all,
watch our mouths

me and my nonsense again~

Mimi's note

found this note on the table, I didn't read it before, didn't realize it was  a note form mimi

she wrote it on my test pad,

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Nama : micheal

tahun:

Tarikh: 31 / 5/ 08

no. tajuk karangan: 

Dear jasmine

I'm very sorry, I cut your hand. I didn't mean to do that, Please forgive me, idid a wrong thing, for cutting your hand

love mimi

I love you

-------

at the moment I'm still pissed by many things

so just as memory I wrote something behind the paper

------

16/6/08

my thought:

oh yea, that was painful, cleaning the house and she starts reading the books, that is just mean!! she gets dramatic later on ~~ arghh~~ think about it, I was doing my job to clean up nicely, I'm not wrong, still mom makes it like it's my fault being "emo" `` haih~~

------

haha, well

smile jasmine~

dad's day disasterS

doesn't mean that it's a special day so it will go well all day,

tried washing the car with dad,

but I was kind'da slow in it,

dad say I'm too slow....

so I tried hurrying 

but then again I hurt my wrist against the number plate, 

ouch

little red

later on, I tried to make Jelly with peach in it

open the peach can and my thumb got a cut..

after some minutes with boiling the liquid

It was ready to be put in the fridge 

but as I was going to lift it,

jelly liquid (?) of it leaked out..

haih..

scolding from mom

cause I wasn't careful that's what she said

later after I cleaned the flour,

I asked mom if she could do it instead

she did it

worse than me

everything spilt out

know why?

cause it (somehow) wasn't closed in one of the hole or something like that

haih..

the jelly gone~

and the peach too..

I gave up on making jelly

felt pointless doing it

just making mess in the kitchen

but kind'da fun cleaning up it,

slippery and fun haha

feet smell like jelly too~

hahaha

: )

but got scold again for not being serious....

 " (

finally dinner was ready

felt wrong on my palm

itchy yet painful

looked at i t

there was a mosquito bite and a long cut on it

ouch, *scratch*

don't know where is it from

can't be me scratching it

my nails are not that sharp..

Had no mood at all at the end of the day

at last said "HFD" to dad,

I wanted to make it different 

not like my siblings

always want to be the first and all..

dad was like, oh *hug*

Troubled

what's his problem

I'm just doing my job, 

that's making step

and make sure the rest know it too

now saying that I didn't pick a good song??

ok,

so it's not good

then get me a better one then?

got me mad,

I'm not the person in charge for this  performance

my job is to well like I mention before,

so It's not my responsibility for the song

in the end

I thought maybe I over reacted,

sry for those of you that had to listen to me complaining

: )

maybe it's true I got stressed up

forgive me 

anyway

we change the song to another tobymac's song

"one world"

yes maybe it sounds better

but something just got me puzzled.....

Worst Lunch

yuck, I should have made lunch for myself rather than letting her doing it,

she asked me if I want to dumpling, again??

that's what she gave us yesterday,

five each person, me and mimi,

it was soft and doesn't really look good,

only had that for lunch

starve for the rest of the day..

so today's menu

- burned black chicken(she reheat the chicken that was told to be thrown  away)

- rice (it got soggy while micro-waved)

- more dumplings, (this time it wasn't cooked..)

ate 4 dumpling then only realize that it was not cooked inside, was a little pink, o oh~

and it's pork inside....

oh dear..

had stomach pain on the way to school,

but it got better : )

so, lesson for today

-cook your own lunch

-dumplings are tricky to make

-it's pork inside the dumplings